Yah, I dunno

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Side note:

I was talking about big foot.

See "21 Jump Street" in cinemas now. Funniest movie of all time, no joke. I laughed the whole freaking movie... Oh Channing. 

My horizontal hood piercing is gone and I'm devastated. Pretty much cried all that day, I was so chocked. I had to get a CT for my tailbone. They told me to take out my piercing. I couldn't get it off. So they let me do it with it in. I must have loosened it. I didn't notice until Sat. For all I know it could've been out since the thur. This was last week btw. I went to go to the piercers to put it back in. It closed from the inside out. I could feel it tearing. 1. cant afford to get it done again. 2. fuck getting that done again. I know how bad it hurt the first time, why would I subject myself to that torture again. Anyway I cried cause Carrie came with me to get that piercing. I was going to keep it till the day I die... and its gone.

1 Messed up week

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For V-day-
"Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so are you. But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead, the sugar bowl's empty and so is your head. What inspired this amorous rhyme? Two parts vodka, one part lime."

Epic

Bye Tim :*(

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Midterms

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RIP TREVOR QUINN

I get a text at school td telling me he died, and his service is today. I didn't know him well other then at work or when I ran into him. He was a colleague of mine when I first moved here. At Leons. He was 30. He had cancer, beat it once and it came back. He loved to board. He moved to Fernie cause he loved boarding. He was waiting for the snow fall of all snow falls. Couple days after he died Fernie got a record breaking snow fall. Heaviest snow fall in twenty years... RIP buddy.

Song that was played at his service http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IR6uz_VTCUo

I booked it after my last class. My gf came and got me and we went to his service. Unfortunately I was in sweat pants and a hoodie, but I didnt think it mattered what I was wearing as long as I was there. I paid my respects to his brother and got his number so I could give it to this girl I know that Trevor use to see. Signed his snowboard. Put the stone in the vase.

It was a beautiful service. I wish I could've gone to the pub to drink with them. They did slides, his family read a few things.'

I cried this time for sure, it's all too much. Pretty sure I feel a breakdown coming on. There were a few people I knew there, the majority of them knew I lost someone else recently.

Fuck, my heart hurts, the hole just got bigger...

Hey Life, what else do you wanna to throw at me? Think I cant handle it? You think I haven't had enough hard knocks? Fuck you! I'm braced for the blow, bring it on bitch...

The hardest part is doing it alone...

Tired of crying myself to sleep... could really do with crying in someones arms. Why do I always have to do it alone? I feel like such a bag of shit rn. I'm not sleeping. I'm fatigued, emotional, and very lonely. I just wanna be a suck.

YAY For a new week!

hahaha don't I look shocked in that first pic when I'm takin a shot. Ok, so as usual click the title to hear me, YAY, for a new week. I also have another one for you to hear. There were tears :( had a bad day http://www.livescribe.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/LDApp.woa/wa/MLSOverviewPage?sid=2CXLb5qCVZTQ. I recap that little crying thing in my main blog minus the tears. Newayz ... YAY for a new week!