tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-84584044729879877002012-02-02T04:22:00.162ZMy life at the age of 26... Uni, relationships, weight loss, disabilities, finances and friends.lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.comBlogger1091100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-19668047673163721822012-02-02T00:59:00.000Z2012-02-02T00:59:34.020Z

Click on the title above Midterms to hear my podcast.  New pics :)

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I get a text at school td telling me he died, and his service is today. I didn't know him well other then at work or when I ran into him. He was a colleague of mine when I first moved here. At Leons. He was 30. He had cancer, beat it once and it came back. He loved to board. He moved to Fernie cause he loved boarding. He was waiting for the snow fall of all snow falls. Couple days after he died

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Tired of crying myself to sleep... could really do with crying in someones arms. Why do I always have to do it alone? I feel like such a bag of shit rn. I'm not sleeping. I'm fatigued, emotional, and very lonely. I just wanna be a suck.

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hahaha don't I look shocked in that first pic when I'm takin a shot. Ok, so as usual click the title to hear me, YAY, for a new week. I also have another one for you to hear. There were tears :( had a bad day http://www.livescribe.com/cgi-bin/WebObjects/LDApp.woa/wa/MLSOverviewPage?sid=2CXLb5qCVZTQ. I recap that little crying thing in my main blog minus the tears. Newayz ... YAY for a new

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So like the last one click on the title of this entry above Life... I finally have one and it will take you to my podcast. Oh and if anyone is interested in learning a little more about autism please watch the video below. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POIJG3qmV9Q&list=WL23AFD9E75562CB52&index=2&feature=plpp_video Have a great week!

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K, I thought I'd give my pen a go and send my blog in audio. This way you guys can hear me. So click on the title of the blog  Blog podcast and it should take you to my podcast so you can hear me. This one is about my last post. Prob about 25min. I like to talk, what can I say. Ahhh it works I'm so excited. My first podcast. Is that lame?

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School tomorrow, YAY! I have to spend today sorting stuff out. Figure out my pen. Everyone thinks its cool shit. Seriously, you have to see this pen. I have to get to school early tomorrow. I have no idea where my classes are. Can you tell I'm on the ball lol. I need to go to DRS, to get some letters for my teachers. Gotta get my student ID and SPC card. I want a U of C hoodie, just cause I'm

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Till school starts, holy fuck eh... I'm so excited! I picked up my awesome echo smart pen. Coolest invention I've seen yet. I'll be meeting my note takers sometime before Monday. I get so stoked every time I step on campus. Thank god for GST I was flat broke. Still waiting on my loan... still no books... shit son. I'll have to see if the library carries any of them. Carries 25bday- I picked

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Just another blow to my heart. Dunno if there's anything left to break now. I'm not gunna lie. I'm pissed that your life was stolen. Its not ok that you didn't even make it to 25. I wish this day hadn't come around so soon after you passed. I guess doing it all at once is like ripping the bandaid off, eh? Get all the pain over with right away?  I was able to cry for like a minute, I think

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Fuck fuck fuck. My real dad called today... He's like "I know you're mad at me for not calling, when I said I'd call you back last time." Fortunately for him I didn't write it in my calendar so I have no idea when that was. Tho he didn't call me on Christmas so I gave him shit. Not a lot tho. He's going through a hard time with his wife getting chemo and my brothers giving him grief. I swear my

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I hate waking up at stupid o'clock in the morning cause I'm in pain. It's frustrating. See, people mistake me for this sweet innocent girl who they can walk all over, who lacks confidence and self respect. I 'm an observer, I watch people to see how they are and how they treat me, I keep my mouth shut, until I'm ready to call them out and put them in their place. Meanwhile, I relay how this is

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The holidays, after thanksgiving I always wish I could fast forward past valentines. I haven't celebrated with my family in at least 9yrs. Since I was 17, if not younger. I've been doing things on my own for a long time. Doesn't feel important anymore. I know it will again one day, if I ever have my own family. Kirstyn and Luke are taking me for brunch today. She got me smthn for xmas. I'm

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Today is the day her family has the service in Flin Flon. I'm like 10x more fucked up then normal... I'm all over the place more then normal. I saw my therapist yesterday. Thank fuck for that. She has a way of making me feel a lot better. She couldn't believe everything we had done to arrange last minute. She asked if it feels like she's gone and I told her no. She asked how I was coping. I

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What a week man, it's taken it's toll on me. Friday was the memorial/viewing. I took pictures of her for her family and of the service, it was really difficult actually. Right after I saw her all I wanted to do was leave and get fucking trashed. The responsible person I am. I stayed till the end. So this is how the week went. For the whole beginning of the week. Her cousin told me she

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My beautiful best friend died yesterday December 12 2011.She was my very first best friend in Canada. She was there when I needed an angel. I found out via facebook. Her boyfriend posted on her wall. She doesn't have a lot of ppl on her fb. I've messaged some of her family to find out what happen. She was leaving work, skid on black ice. Had a head on collision and died instantly from the

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Every time I wake up and there's snow. I just wanna roll over into someones arms. Make him breakfast. Spend the day cuddling watching movies on the couch in front of the fireplace. Then cook him dinner, he helps and wraps his arms around me while doing a little slow dance in the kitchen. Romantic. I've never experienced romance. I always think about the morning Tim woke up with me. I always

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Too many things going on at once. I have a short attention span so I'm losing my mind. My thoughts are so unorganized. I'm all over the place... here's whats going on. School- So since I'm disabled, when I filled out my loan they obviously ask. The school provides assisted services to the disabled. So I've been trying to deal with that. Turns out I shoulda talked to the dude at the University

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Ok, I am so excited to start school. I'm also nervous. I keep thinking, what if I invest all of this money and I cant hack it. What if I wont be able to work full time? Or in the field. I really want to work in the field and travel. Obviously not thinking about what if I had a family when getting into field work. I figure I shouldn't factor that into my career choice, cause who the hell knows if

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Hey if you guys read my blog and are followers please subscribe yourself to my list. It's nice to know my readers. I know I have a few of you that follow my posts. Top right hand corner ^_^  you may all think I'm crazy but I appreciate you reading LOL. On the plus side to drama drama drama I lost 6lbs due to stress this week. Dont worry I have been eating, just not too much because it's been

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Where to start... I joined the gym, I'm working out at Talisman. Feels so good to be back in the gym. I always forget what a difference it makes with the fybromyalgia. I'd tell u how much I weigh but I'm ashamed. Not like it was a wasted effort, losing all the weight. It's still a setback I should've lost weight not gained weight. I can get back to where I was realistically by xmas. Same place I

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Aish was approved. They're back paying me to April. EI just came through. I got my clit pierced, hurt. I'm applying at U of C, I met with the guidance counselor. I'm not seeing Ben anymore. He made up some BS excuse and accused me when he was the guilty one. Said he wanted to be friends then treated me like crap. I deleted him from FB and have every intent at ignoring him if he tries to contact

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I dreampt about Tim. We had this long conversation. I dont think I've ever dreampt about him. I have to let him go. It's been a year next month. What I dont understand is why he doesnt block me. Why does he still read the messages I send him? I was talking to my mom about it. She knows about all the guys I've slept with. I was telling her all I want to do is let him go but I dont know how.

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Just had the biggest blessing. Aish approved me. It's such a relief. Remind me If Shawn trys to talk to me ever again to tell him to go fuck himself. I hate that guy. Ben... I dont know. I liked him till he talked about hooking up with my friend... not cool. Dunno if hes bein serious or if he's just trying to get a rise out of me. Fuck my trust issues man. Way to make me like you less. At least

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Love fall hate winter. Stupid winter is coming, I dont mind the snow but I hate the ice and the freezing temps, If I had a car I would hate driving in it too. Soooo I spent some time with this dude named Ben last week. He's cool, I like him. Hope I get to spend more time with him. He's had an interesting life. The older I get the crazier peoples stories get. Including mine. He seems to be really

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So I went to Invermere on Tuesday. It was the dogs bollocks man. The people who have that awesome house we party out in Chestermere. Own a sick house in Invermere. It cost bank. Nicest house I've ever been to. We only went for the night cause my girl had to work on Thur. I finally got to go swimming in a lake this year. Thank you God. It was just peacfull and relaxing. Good timing too. It would

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So I got tired of reading all my blog posts that are exactly the same. So I took most of them that happened in the last year off. So just a quick overview. So Aug last year I gave up on Brad which was good timing. Sept Shawn came back, and left again, random. October there was Tim, the cute charming 23yr old from New Brunswick. Loved the accent. I love east coasters. Didn't stick around for

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Had a great weekend. Niki Kirstyn and Chris my brother from another mother came. Started my birthday right with a cooked breakfast and a margarita by the pool at 10:30am. Got my tan on. Was cross faded all weekend. Horseback riding and white water rafting Sun. My ass is chapped from that horse. Damn thing loved galloping down hill as fast as it could. I'd be an ass hole too if I had me on my

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Wooot Let the party begin in T-2 Days. We're tearing it up in Canmore thanks to mumzie for letting me use her vacation home.Happy 24th B-day to Tim. Not like he'll read this but I told him I'd never bother him again so I'm making good on that. I have love hate feelings for him. He's like top of my list for most awesome guys but he's still a dick.Man I had this missed call the other day... WHO THE

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...of my self pity bullshit. It's summer time! I just got my hair done and it looks sick. Black and blonde, oh yah. I have a friend who does hair. She's inexpensive and does a fantastic job.It was such a beautiful day today. I need more outdoorsy friends. Mine don't do anything. I wanna go tubing and rafting and camping and sailing. I just wanna soak up the sun. Meet market I'm telling u. If

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So works been good. Gotta say binding books.. not as much fun as u think it would be. I'm getting everything down pretty fast. Something tells me some days are going to be pretty slow. I like being kept busy. Makes the day go faster. I use quickbooks and eazy care. Accounting software and child care software. I get to wear whatever to work including wife beaters and skate shoes. Oh yah... I've

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-40850259701320910842011-05-19T12:02:00.002+01:002011-05-19T12:55:15.458+01:00

Why am I awake at 4.30am? I'm so tired. It's beautiful, the black sky, raindrops hitting the window and birds chirping, I can only imagine they're playing in the rain. I wish I could wake up to that all the time. It's more peaceful when it's dark out.Yesterday I saw two of my doctors, got an unexpected injection into my neck. The last time I had one of these it was a steroid. I think this one was

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Had a great weekend. Friday night I went out with the girls... well we stayed in for most of it, threw back a few drinks then went out for a bit to Melrose. We then stumbled back home where Taylor met us and we threw back a few more drinks..Everyone loves Tay. Apperently I nearly confessed my drunken love for Taylor.. I was like dude, I dont love you calm down. Haha. I dont even know what I said.

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-73614374354897276932010-12-23T14:22:00.002Z2010-12-23T14:49:41.985Z

I have officially lost 85lbs, all of my marriage baggage is gone just in time for the new year. I officially weigh less then I did when I met my ex in 2004. 15lbs to go!!! HELL FUCKING YEAH!Dear ex husband, cause I know you're going to read this u creeper lol. Thank you for setting me free. It's the best gift you ever gave me. In regards to it being the holidays. Doesn't mean much to me, I

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Quick update ... these are some pics i took of me the night of the party. Better ones are to follow. had my physio apt yesterday, almost puked on her table. Nausea awful. Back fucking ridiculous. Saw the social worker. They don't want me taking public transit, I'm too sick for that. They have alternative means that u don't need to know about. They may want me to leave my job in the new year. They

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You wanna know what my life is like? Go see the movie Love and other drugs. It depicts how my relationships work based off my health. I cried.Here's what my life is like ... I work 15hrs a week to bring in around $700 that covers rent, bus pass (barely) and the little bit of food I can afford. I can't afford my medication. That's how broke I am. I'm trying to get help with that. When my family

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-71299323676888735192010-12-02T18:17:00.001Z2010-12-02T18:21:30.530Z

http://blog.goodlifefitness.com/?p=1215 Check it out!!! On Goodlife Fitness's website!

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RIP my friend. "If tears could build a stairway and memories a lane, I'd walk right up to heaven and bring you home again."He died at the age of 28 leaving behind a little boy. Please pray for his family. Alcohol abuse, he didn't want to be here anymore and I understand why, it's a cruel world. His life was stolen and he will be missed. He was too young.. it's not fair. I'm glad I had the

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I could so use a cuddle and a back rub right about now, I'm so crabby. My roommate said he likes when I smoke I'm not so irritable. My response ... I like me when I smoke too, it's cause I'm in pain and I haven't gotten laid and I have no patience..This last week kicked my ass. Cut my knuckle open, I burnt my stomach with boiling water from the kettle (nice big burn mark too)the same day I did

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AHHHHH!! I hit 230 yesterday!!! About fucking time. My first goal is almost achieved 227. After that it's 213, my 100lb weightloss. Then 199. It's so close I can feel it 31 lbs. I was gunna have a little party at home but now it's turned into this big deal at work. Were gunna have a huge party invite all clubs from Calgary and my manager is trying to get a banner of me made up and hang it from

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-33755275762680615872010-11-20T19:06:00.002Z2010-11-20T19:09:35.994Z

These are the pics from my photoshoot. They won't all fit on the last post so I'll give u somemore. I think I look gross in the black outfit but I'm gunna post it any way. Weight loss purposes right?!Those jeans with the cat on the back ... MY GOAL JEANS!!! BABY PHAT YO!

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-47898402896489894382010-11-20T18:18:00.004Z2010-11-21T07:59:21.966Z

I deserve to be treated exactly how I would like to be treated. I won't sell myself short again. I will be holding out on sex in the future. I'm at a crossroads. I can be the girl who sleeps with whoever, whenever. I'm not like that though. As i've said before sex means something to me. I've made my profile on pof unsearchable. I just can't do it anymore right now. I hate when guys i'm interested

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-42707938233418964482010-11-18T04:31:00.002Z2010-11-18T05:11:31.664Z

I can't figure out how to close my pof. So I'm taking a break from it. I just went out with this guy named Brad. Not Brad the original Brad the II as I call him. You can't beat the original. I totally bailed on the date and he took me to a flames game. I felt so bad. I warned him I'm kinda skiddish. I don't like to be pressured. He turned out to not even be my type. I only saw a side profile pic.

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-23468627097960546602010-11-08T01:15:00.005Z2010-11-14T15:34:06.831Z

These are the most recent photos of me taken today. I wanted to see what my body looks like. If you haven't noticed I'm not shy and I think if people can be in bikini photos then I can put a pic of me up in my bra and underwear for weightloss result purposes. So .. now to important things.I can't do it anymore. I can't deal with the emotional turmoil. I deleted them ... All the pricks that have

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So my breaks cut out on me yesterday. I'm thanking god I made it home alive. My break line burst, my callipers are gone, break pads. Safe to say Scarlett is going to be sold for parts :( which is probably for the best seeing as my fuel gauge and speedometer are fucked. The whole electrical system is gone. I'd love to keep her and take her apart and rebuild her engine but lets face it I need the

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-42997049572579508732010-11-04T00:31:00.002Z2010-11-04T01:34:57.998Z

When things are going so bad I just have to thank god that they aren't any worse. I lost my necklace. I've had that necklace since '01 it's religion in unity. I'm gutted.My roommate is moving to BC in a month and a half for school. I have no idea what I'm going to do. I can't afford to take over his deposit and he's good with letting me pay him half the rent each pay check (cheque). I got pulled

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-83637896763996567072010-10-31T20:20:00.001Z2010-10-31T20:27:09.094Z

A year ago I was such a completly different person then I am now. What a crazy year it's been, but I worked my ass off. I'm halfway to my final goal weight. Hell Yah! And damn I think I'm looking pretty good. I'd date me lol.This time last year I had taken a break from Jamie, I met Brad and then Jamie came back. That was confusing. I just left my job for medical reasons.This time this year... new

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-20401692358985180102010-10-24T18:04:00.003+01:002010-10-25T00:20:31.970+01:00

So let's update.I hit 236 this week. 9 pounds till i hit my goal of 85lbs and 23 till I hit my 100lb mark. HELL YEAH!! My morning workouts this week freaking rocked. I ran on the treadmill at a speed of 6.2. I have to do intervals because I haven't figured out how to run and breath at the same time. No joke. I try breathing but I'm not getting enough air. Oh and I was advised to run barefoot, it

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-14220629827545699072010-10-19T02:13:00.004+01:002010-10-19T02:14:49.682+01:00

HOLY SHIT! I just looked at the stats for my blog and it's been viewed all over the world. Thanks for reading guys you're awesome! I love comments so feel free!!! LOL

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So this week in review lol from what I can remember anyway.I hit 237 this week 76lbs gone. Woohoo! I also fit into xl adidas yoga pants and they looked good. One of the girls at work goes in at 7 to get her workout in. She wants me to start going with her to motivate her. I could use a push too. What this means is I'll be going to bed even earlier then before. I need a lot of sleep to be able to

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-17957151863568391802010-09-04T08:11:00.002+01:002010-09-04T08:16:46.203+01:00

soo here's how my day went in a short version cause Im exhausted and need to go to sleep. I got a present from one of my clientsMy good friend did a surprise dinner (kinda) lol and we had Jerk chicken, where I then ran into my neighbors gf and had dinner with her as well.I then rescheduled my date with Bryce (new guy) to see Shawn (guy I was dating in July).I had the best night with Shawn. He

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When I put my mind to something, I get it done. I have a lot of determination and drive. Sometimes I loose myself, but I always find my way back.It's been surreal being home. Nothings ever as I left it. My friends have grown up but we still manage to stick together. I think about moving back and then I really don't want to. I don't necessarily want to stay in Calgary. I hate the long freezing

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-63745393004225751402010-07-17T16:37:00.004+01:002010-07-17T16:59:51.444+01:00

In my 24 years of life I have had so much hurt. People walking all over me treating me like shit. I'm done with that. People may see it as me being a bitch but it's my life and I just want good people in my life. Anyone who brings me down I'm saying peace out. I don't need that shit. A supposed friend of mine yesterday said I don't care about ur "little friends". Fuck you I don't give a shit

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-34852796726563125612010-07-09T17:49:00.002+01:002010-07-09T18:49:13.342+01:00

Sooo fuck i'm in a bad mood. I call my mom who is too self involved right now to listen to anyone elses issues. Well except when she's at work cause obv it's her job to listen to other peoples problems. They were supposed to be coming to visit me on Monday but they aren't now cause my sisters passport is expired. GAY!!!!Douche bag I swear to god. So the other week he randomly texts me to bother

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-62787689937425035842010-06-25T05:52:00.002+01:002010-06-25T06:38:35.894+01:00

Weekend:So I decided to cut the crap and not hold back and just say what I'm thinking. The last week has been interesting. My bff in Calgary went out of town for the weekend so I was left to my own devices. I actually kept busy and had a great weekend, minus the annoying drunk 18 yr olds who couldn't sort their own rides out. They almost caused me to smoke. I had serious considerations but

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-89295375804730650472010-06-16T05:58:00.003+01:002010-06-16T18:14:03.516+01:00

So I have lost all perception of time. I have been staying at my new place for a few nights now. I can't remember when I started staying here lol crap. Not sure. I can't wait to be all unpacked so when I forget where I put something I can see where I put it. Such as my pants. I'm always losing my pants or my shirt lol. I know that's random but I always take them off and never remember where in my

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-89450402760887242262010-06-10T06:36:00.004+01:002010-06-10T07:04:12.001+01:00

Life likes to throw curve balls at you. So anyone who knows me or cares about me knows what happened last month and why I'm moving. I found a place. It's unique lol. I think I chose this place because I knew it would be interesting and have character. It's in a great location. I know nothing about downtown and I'm kinda scared about it. I mean seriously with all that I've been through and all

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-29830164048642888282010-05-27T03:04:00.005+01:002010-05-27T06:38:22.736+01:00

So I can button the goal jeans ... I can zip up the pre wedding jeans and close them and I can zip up my leather jacket. All still a bit too tight 21.2 pounds to go. You know your almost there when all of the above happens ... 248.2 WOOT!! I would like to say I bitch and complain a lot and my life is tough and sometimes I'm lonely this is my blog this is where i vent, but I am Happy a lot

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-89021320249792215482010-05-18T20:34:00.002+01:002010-05-18T21:01:02.372+01:00

So I went to the doctor yesterday. Bad news ... I was hoping when I got into the chronic pain centre they would be able to fix me up quick so I could get back to work by fall ... She said that wouldn't be the case. She said it's going to be a really slow process. I mean I'm fortunate, I'm going to have a team of specialists trying to help me manage the pain. She upped my medicine yesterday it's

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-31252051287088491692010-05-16T03:32:00.002+01:002010-05-16T05:38:19.428+01:00

Kris ... using those eye drops to sober herself up again lmao fucking hilarious!!!The Pregnant leg photo dun dun dun ... What an interesting week ... my life is so weird ... I can't even go into detail about the irony of this week ... there are no words ...

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It's been really rough for me. I've been super sick. Sleep sleep sleep sleep. Tried to go to the gym Monday was there 5 min before i felt faint and had to leave. Last week I made it 3 days the week b4 i made it 4. It's made me angry because normally I go 5 days a week. I'm sleeping but not well. I ran out of medicine. I just got a refill. This week is supposed to be my hr and a half at the gym. I

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-59527969427948861642010-05-04T18:29:00.003+01:002010-05-04T19:02:21.341+01:00

Really getting tired of people telling me. Oh poor me. Oh my bills. Oh I have so much debt I owe this minuscule amount of money. Oh this guy fucked me over. YOU THINK YOUR LIFE SUCKS!!!!!!!!! WALK A DAY IN MY SHOES ASS HOLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T PITTY YOU, I THINK YOUR DUMB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I know people have it worse then me. Have you seen that movie precious? That chick has it worse then me.

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-87330685545481866872010-05-04T05:54:00.002+01:002010-05-04T06:58:29.187+01:00

So last week I got down to 253.8 60 Pounds lost. Then went out with my girlie fri for dinner then gf's bday sat and oh now 256.6 lovely jubbly ugh! It's ok, I just need better self control when I'm out. Or Party in lol. Have to step it up at the gym this week to an hr and 20 min of cardio. If this week doesn't kill me then I know i can do the hr and a half next week. Going to add treadmill in

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-30156214143084840922010-04-21T18:46:00.003+01:002010-04-21T19:02:46.404+01:00

So I stepped up my game ... 60 min of Cardio burning over 500 calories. 30 min elliptical 30 min bike. It's killer. I keep getting this pain on the right side of my stomach. I need to find that xray paper my doctor gave me lol before I collapse or something bah! If it's not one thing it's the next. I'm sure it cant be an organ it must be like a muscle or hernia or something i don't know. Hurts

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-45411217468630486062010-04-13T18:40:00.005+01:002010-04-14T20:58:16.053+01:00

Depressing people are depressing me further. Last week I was in a pretty great mood. I've hardly missed going to the gym which is awesome. It's cheering me up. Exercise is making me feel good. I mean don't get me wrong still in soo much pain. Right now I'm dying, it hurts so bad. I'm trying to motivate myself to get out of bed to go to the gym, that and pick up some fruit is all I have to do

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-75281702129340700892010-04-05T23:40:00.003+01:002010-04-05T23:47:47.880+01:00

So I Finally lost 50 pounds 263 YAY. 35 pounds to go and I'm at the weight I was before I got married. I'm officially divorced. Weight off my shoulder. Granted I'm broke as fuck so behind in bills and living in denial so i can keep my sanity. Haha. However the fact that I have managed to achieve this goal is a big thing and it will help my health which will over all help me live longer. I went to

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-85262501565050880232010-03-12T02:34:00.002Z2010-03-12T02:57:52.711Z

So wow last post did i seem bitter and pissed. Lol. I haven't been sleeping great so i've been kinda cranky.This week I've had my ups and downs but there is a party sat and I'm looking forward to it. This week I've been concentrating on me. I've scheduled my next nutritionist apt cause I haven't seen her in nearly 5 mo's. I've arranged to go to that class for sick people. So I can meet other

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-74609615476533983382010-03-08T06:57:00.003Z2010-03-12T02:34:42.064Z

Trust ... Trust No One! How can you when no matter what you do you get fucked over? Sex is easy, relationships are hard. I want sex to mean something.Have you ever been betrayed by the people closest to you? Family, close friends, roommate? I have. Have you ever been kicked while your down and continue to get kicked year after fucking year? I have. Maybe my problem is the people I have in my life

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-50750970150714768712010-01-25T05:17:00.003Z2010-03-12T02:31:15.225Z

So I have loads of free time on my hands. When I'm not sleeping lol. The MRI has been booked for the end of feb which is great. Next Neurologist appointment is mid March I think st patty's day, maybe lol. So oddly enough last post I said I wanted to meet my ex's gf. Well there I am at blockbusters just paying for my movies and who do I notice across the room only because of his shoes lol (we

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-35472562478596938302010-01-19T08:36:00.003Z2010-01-19T08:56:09.820Z

So it's a new year. Thank fuck for that right ?? My BFF just came to visit. He's gone now and I miss him already. My other BFF called me from Japan and I missed it, gutted.I realize that I've lost myself. I come across as very confident. I also realize I'm socially awkward, when I walk in somewhere on my own. I've lost the creative side to me; creating art and music. The last few years have taken

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-56915338472257968822009-12-02T04:10:00.003Z2009-12-02T04:12:01.709Z

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-28475201479329834002009-12-02T02:38:00.004Z2009-12-02T03:59:21.569Z

Wow, sometimes i forget about my blog. I am at 275 pounds, at the moment i fluctuate from 272 to 277. This has primarily been from diet. I lost the first 20 pounds on my own and I asked my doctor to refer me to this awesome nutritionist.I don't feel like I'm missing out on the junk food. In all honesty sometimes i still eat the junk food. I always feel like shit afterward. That just tells me how

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-32718483344952010602009-03-28T21:12:00.003Z2009-03-28T21:19:30.517Z

Hey Everyone!!!So I have something exciting to tell you guys ... I lost 25 pounds total. I had gone up to 313 eek! I am now at 288.6 as of today. I havent seen that number in a long time I finally broke the 290's. Oooh and I can fit in my 24's!!I haven't written for a while. My husband and I seperated the day before Valentines Day. Said he didn't love me anymore. Though I loved him it didnt take

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-84980766116194036012008-12-29T22:39:00.002Z2008-12-29T22:46:33.626Z

Hey Guys,I know I'm crap I havent been posting. But on the good front I have lost 12 pounds it's been a yo-yo. When I moved here I went up to 311 and now I am tetering on 299. This is all based on eating less no diets no excercise just eating less. My first small goal is to get to 290 then 280 10 pounds at a time.I may have pcos which all of you know can cause infertility and I'm only 23 how much

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-71725224185882896732008-09-20T18:39:00.001+01:002008-09-20T18:51:05.344+01:00

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-48058227868911226522008-09-20T17:39:00.002+01:002008-09-20T18:38:59.591+01:00

Hi Guys,How have you been? I'm sorry I do forget to post I forget I have a blog lol. Not that I'm doing much at the moment to forget.So here is the low down. I finally finally made it to Canada YEA!!! I am so much happier here then I was in England maybe because I have more friends here right away then i did in England. It figures I make good friends right before I leave.My husband is still

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-8056307524887856642008-07-09T15:52:00.004+01:002008-07-09T15:58:41.865+01:00

Me at the Beach Another day at the Beach My New Kitty I love you!!

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-13224270952184967502008-07-09T15:15:00.002+01:002008-07-09T15:52:45.380+01:00

So I took a Ryan air flight. I managed to get the seat belt buckled surprisingly. Only just though. I sucked in half squatted turned sideways lifted the arm up and got in.I leave Saturday for Canada Yeah!!! Finally I also bought a cat online she is sooo cute I get to see her next week. We went to my father in laws for my husbands leaving party. We got a few cards from people only a couple of them

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-55833684740143364222008-06-12T16:47:00.002+01:002008-06-12T16:55:33.226+01:00

Who am I kidding I tell myself I am doing good losing weight this is how I fool myself. I'm full of shit. I was doing good I was doing SB again and it was working. Then slowly I became less strict. Now I still weigh less then I did but not by much and I want to lose one stone before I move in fact I want to get to 20 stone which is 280 Now I am 293 so I need to lose 13 pounds by the 3rd of July (

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-79664663989663535132008-05-15T19:45:00.002+01:002008-05-15T20:01:15.481+01:00

So I had my medical for immigration for Canada. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Blood pressure was healthy 110/70 the same as my husbands Fantastic!! He said my weight may go against me. He needed further history for my counseling and chest pain I had last year.I requested my medical history because the doctor needed it. It is very extensive to say the least I think I had a 40pg

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-6284815726212275552008-04-19T10:06:00.002+01:002008-04-19T10:19:05.863+01:00

Hey i don't have it over here to watch but i saw it when i logged onto my american e-mail. She looks fantastic. Does anyone know how long it took her from the time she started the show? This week has been unbelievably stress full no one has any idea it's like i can't even describe it. It's been a fu***ng nightmare. It's like the crap you see on tv where you think that shit doesn't really happen.

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-62443740980022811472008-03-30T22:46:00.003+01:002008-03-30T23:11:58.180+01:00

So I had my house mate look at the scale this morning so I could get an accurate weigh in. Today it said 292 which means I have lost 10 pounds. Wahoo! Just thought I would share that. We decided to take pictures of ourselves in our underwear as before and after photos. I have to say I did not think I was as fat as I was and now I understand my husbands disappointment. He is please for me though

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-30714458437177524552008-03-29T08:40:00.002Z2008-03-29T09:00:23.187Z

Hi Guys,Sorry, Sorry for not posting or responding quickly I am alive. I've been really tired as usual I come home at night eat watch TV then fall asleep. Weekends I don't do much. I know it's a crap excuse. Honestly I didn't want to post until i had something good to tell you guys. Let's go weigh myself ... the verdict is in 297 pounds. I had gotten down to 294 the other day but then I had pizza

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-79203981126570061902008-02-23T21:46:00.002Z2008-02-23T22:08:23.601Z

...To post.Be warned i may talk about personal issues and womanly things.So first my weight has gone up and down but by only a few pounds. It's about the same as it always is right now 300. I have felt really down lately and sad. Immigration is taking forever and i just want to get over there. I want to be able to start my new life. I'm so fed up with everything.I have been having problems with

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-77003147358200688282008-01-28T21:11:00.000Z2008-01-28T21:14:33.853Z

It is the end of the month and I have hardly written. I know it's sad. I have been in my own world working sleeping eating eating eating. I drink too much i think i'm going to try and do the recomended 2 bottles of wine a week and no more. AH i'm hoping i can kick my own ass because at this rate i will be 400 pounds by next year I'm still the same weight i was when i started through out this

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-5341137096959197052008-01-03T22:33:00.000Z2008-01-03T22:45:37.246Z

Do you ever look in the mirror and not see the real you? I wasn't realizing how fat I was getting. I would look in the mirror and think yeah I'm big but I'm not that big. Then BOOM! it hits you, you see a picture of yourself and you think what that can't be me? Or you ask your husband to put your pants on to see how big you really are except he fits in one leg and can wrap the rest around himself

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-57912843053502296962008-01-01T11:51:00.000Z2008-01-01T11:55:03.247Z

Happy New Year!So i weighed myself today and it looks as though i have put back on the 5 pounds i managed to loose great!!! My Resolution this year is no more crap it covers a broad spectrum. So it turns out there is not a weight restriction for imigration to canada I do apologise my husband felt the need to make it up in order to motivate me. Again sorry's all around it is embarissing. It did

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-36736359998713668182007-12-12T20:18:00.000Z2007-12-12T20:22:51.449Z

I haven't written not because i have felt guilty but because i have been in a funk. I wont bother to spell check this so sorry. For the last two days i have been trying to do my diest and have suceeded to loose a few pounds i did however have a cheese burger and a small fri from mcd's. Also a cigarette today i call it the stresses of being married though i think i balanced it out with the amount

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-76386531084135877932007-11-25T20:50:00.000Z2007-11-25T20:57:10.279Z

I have been in such an odd mood. I had a F the world kinda attitude on Saturday morning where I have been listening to Nickelback Rockstar I don't know why I just Love that song. Thanksgiving wasn't so bad I controlled myself I didn't even put on a pound so I'm Please with that. I met with my physio therapist last week about my knee she wants me to do 3 days of cardio for 20 minutes no more and

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-7847872501648590822007-11-20T15:24:00.000Z2007-11-20T15:26:36.068Z

OK THIS IS GOING TO SOUND CRAZY BUT I HAVE TO LOOSE ABOUT 40 POUNDS IN TWO MONTHS. WE FOUND OUT FOR IMMIGRATION THERE IS A WEIGHT LIMIT ANT ITS 252 POUNDS. SO HERE I GO I BETTER START GETTING MY CRAP TOGETHER OTHERWISE MY HUSBAND WILL BE GOING TO CANADA WITHOUT ME AND I WILL BE STUCK HERE. ITS DEPRESSING BUT I'M GOING TO DO IT NO MATTER HOW I DO IT IT WILL BE DONE!!!!! GOD SAVE ME!!!

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-81580192350819304872007-11-19T12:31:00.000Z2007-11-19T12:47:39.471Z

So you all know I was/am doing the south beach diet. I am finding it hard to go back and do no carbs (i mean bread pasta and rice the good tasting ones). Thanksgiving is this week I am determined not to pig out seeing as I am the one cooking I should be able to control some aspects of that. So you can see I posted a new weight. I was sick as noted in a previous blog and was told by the doctors

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-41873725244455744262007-11-13T11:36:00.000Z2007-11-13T11:54:17.557Z

So I was going to start back on the diet yesterday but realised we had no healthy food in the house. Seeing as I don't drive I have made a list for him to go to the store today to get some healthy stuff. I am going to do two weeks of Phase 1 of Sb Diet again because I'm a pig and ate a whole cheesecake this weekend and feel guilty for it. I'm sure I put back on some of the weight. After eating

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-71422765375825880832007-11-10T16:44:00.000Z2007-11-10T16:48:37.167Z

UGH I hate having a permanent illness. I feel like crap. I have done absolutly nothing today. I have no excuse for eating fattening food like potatoe augratton or cheese cake before you know it I will just put on the 10 pounds I lost plus some. I havent even eaten proper meals today just snacking because I'm to achy to stand in front of the stove and stir. I do realise when I am doing the diet

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-75472915164897755322007-11-09T10:58:00.000Z2007-11-09T11:06:45.208Z

OK so here we go. I have been struggling to do the second week of my no carb diet other then bran flakes i haven't had any bread as of yet but it's still morning. I go in occasionally and get weighed at the nurses because i take xenical to aid in weight loss. So I have had a total of 10 pound weight loss. I'm now at around 290 to 292. Added to that i tried on a pair of size 26 pants and low and

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-87346141493986897052007-11-03T19:31:00.000Z2007-11-03T19:35:35.538Z

So I went to the gym today and did 20 minutes and I pushed my self.*I weighed myself and since day 1 there has been a loss between 5 and 6 pounds YEAH!I haven't got back on the diet yet it should be tomorrow. Seeing as my tummy is starting to feel better. Any way I'm proud of myself. I had a dentist apt yesterday it was a killer they cleaned under my gums by my sore tooth and I believe they

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-75676533641670394872007-11-01T17:07:00.000Z2007-11-01T17:09:49.273Z

I have been sick I haven't done the diet since early Sunday. It was recommend by a doctor to have some carbs during this illness. I don't want to go into details because it will just gross you out lol. Still feeling a bit rubbish. Hopefully i will be better in a few days and continue where I left off at day 7. How is everyone else doing?

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-88471795339073033352007-10-28T21:31:00.000Z2007-10-28T21:34:40.486Z

I'm going to make this quick cause I'm off to bed. I had a few slices of Carrot cake and some roasted potatoes at my friends for dinner oh and bran flakes for breakfast. I don't feel to guilty since I have been so good this week. Back to work tomorrow I mean with the diet and actual work. I still think I'm doing better then normal so I don't feel to bad. Still lost weigh and will continue to try.

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-23196633950076608222007-10-27T22:05:00.000+01:002007-10-27T22:12:00.441+01:00

I managed to be good for the most part. It's Saturday and that was the real test. For breakfast I had two poached eggs and some baked beans (are baked beans allowed)? For lunch I had black bean soup. For dinner I had some chicken raw green pepper and cucumber with houmous (is houmous allowed)? And I know I broke the rules here but I had 1 chocolate chip cookie and 3 glasses of wine Eek! I am

lizzytishhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00647836239319284197noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8458404472987987700.post-42388946162982030222007-10-26T18:51:00.000+01:002007-10-26T18:52:57.680+01:00

I made it through day 5 with success! I struggled a bit at dinner time when I got hungry. If it wasn't for my husband supporting me and giving me strength I would have caved by now. So I just want to say Thanks to him for helping me get through this struggle of no Carbs for 2weeks. It sounds silly I know but it's hard. 9 days left to go :-)

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